I feel like I've been through a lot, but not nearly as much as some people or my family at my age. I was diagnosed as being depressed from my doctor and she prescribed me meds which just made me think suicidal and become over emotional. I stopped taking them. My family as a whole are always fighting and can never seem to get along. My aunt died and she was the one that brought us together. At times I find myself really really sad when I notice I'm growing up and can't act the way I act but I don't know how to change. I guess I more so posted this to vent. I randomly cry when I'm alone, really hard too. Especially when I think about all that's going on, all that everyone's going through. I live with my grandma. I'm so mean to her at times and she sacrifices do much for us. It hurts now that I think about it because a lot of my family is mean to her. Can anyone give me words of advice or ways I can step up to the plate and stop feeling like I do. Please anything positive will help.