i am such a bad person,
everything about me is completely repulsive
i go out of my way to help people (is it just beoz i wanna feel good about myself)
i am suspicious
i am jealous of my siblings ( i hate that my parents show affection towards them, but its totally understandable why they do)
i wish my parents would love me more than them
i am overly ambitious
i lie
i try to change my personality to suit whoeva is around me (pathetic ryt ? )
i try to get praise
i am shy and introverted around new people
i cant look people in the eyes wen i talk to them
i seek attention...which i am doing now arrent i
i think too much, i m self absorbed (look at how i's ive used)
i am overly ambitious
i am lazy
i hate myself
i think about suicide a lot

BTW theres no compensation for this with my looks
i am ugly, fat and very very unattractive

the world is burdened with my prescence...i try changing but wat is the use.

i guess this was more of a rant ....
thnx for reading
advice if any ?