I have a nervous problem in public around screaming kids and loud crowds. Are...

...there any books I can read? to help me cope with my nervousness? I have nerve pills from my psychiatrist, but they can be addictive. She said I need to read books on how to cope and go to therapy. I'm unemployed and can't afford therapy right now. Do you know of any really good books?
CocoaButter: It's an anxiety disorder.
I looked up Aspbergers and it's not that. It's chaos and kids screaming and crying that makes me nervous,

yea, the bible...when you love people, you can put up with a lot more from them.

Maybe you have something called aspbergers syndrome. Try to look things up online. Some churches you can talk to a pastor for free.