I've been married for about 11 years and have two kids (6 and 2). I used to work in management full-time (70+ hour weeks typically) and I still did all of the housework. Now, I am a stay-at-home mom who does everything (kids, cook, clean, etc).
My issue: my husband does nothing to help at home when he gets in AND he complains that whatever I do, it's not enough. (eg: "the house looks good, but the storage is so crowded that we can't get through!).
I'm to the point that I just want to give up and just do bare minimum and take care of my kids. My husband works a lot, and travels quite a bit, but when he's home, he sleeps, sits and watches football, or eats.
I'm sick of being told that I'm not doing enough EVER...he doesn't listen to me, he disrespect me (makes faces, yells a lot, ignores me pretty much all the time).
Now, I don't want a divorce as I think it's harder on kids than to stay together..how do I protect my own sanity and my kids (to stay positive and upbeat) and survive this???
Thanks
Wow..a lot of responses in a short time; thanks. He makes enough money (although he was raised in a house where his mom always spent; I don't..and we don't have any debt..not even the house). The last time we had sex was when the 2 year old was conceived (okay, once this summer), but how can you have sex with someone that you can't really stand?
I've tried to put my foot down and do a bit of a work wheel- idea, but he resents being "told" that he has to help. Look, I get that work is hard, but stay at home mothers NEVER get a break! The first, and last, time I went out with friends (after 9 years), I came home to find him sleeping while the kids were watching a video - the 6 year old was taking care of the 2 year old! Plus, if he watches them (so that I can go grocery shopping), I come home to a complete mess! My job may be the home, but why does that mean I'm the short-order cook if he doesn't like the meal, and the maid to clean his clothes when he SAYS he needs them?
Also, he hates the marriage counselor (we've been through 3), and won't take her advice..he twist it to say it's my fault. I can say "whatever," but I don't see the point of being a stay at home mom if I do all the work and don't spend time with the kids! That was the point! If I'm going to do all the work and not watch them, why not just send them to daycare?
If I try a special meal, he tells me I need to make a "back up" meal in case he doesn't like it..if I clean our office, he says "gee, how long will THAT last?" If I clean the bathrooms, I hear "didn't you get a chance to sweep?" It's just so much criticism. The therapist suggests merely focusing on taking care of myself and the kids...and staying happy and calm so that they can at least see one "normal" person.
If I leave, though, who will defend them (the kids) against him? He gets pretty short tempered and rough; and he's threatened to quit his job and fight me with everything to get custody..I'm trapped no matter
oh...and he has NEVER wanted me to go back to work..."maybe when the kids are in high school" he says...I honestly think he wants me under his thumb and totally dependent.
Regarding finances: he took a large sum of money from our savings and put it in HIS name for investing in the stock market...nice, huh?
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