Thread: ....just ranting....?

I don't know what is up with me. Why am I always the friend and never the best friend? It's so annoying. It really hurts. I feel like such a loser all the time. I constantly think about all the stupid idiotic stuff I've done. I'm such an idiot. It's like I can find somebody that I want to be friends with. I'm friends with a few people, but I feel so closed off. The problem is that I'm really introverted and have a need and desire to be best friends with somebody. I just need to write this down. You're probably reading this thinking "this girl's such a loser no wonder nobody wants to be best friends", but I can't help being a loser, I do try. AHHHHHHHHHHH!

Maybe you are trying too hard. Relax, be yourself. Get some new interest that exposes you to lots of new people....ie drama club(stage hand if no acting ability). Get a pet. You will feel unconditional love at home and this helps with your self image, also walking a dog draws people to you who love animals. Volunteer and get your mind off yourself. The fact that you want a best friend is good. Just be open minded in who you allow into your Circle of friends and I'm sure you will find one. If not...be your own best friend.