My family is completely messed up. My sisters are brats who never do their homework, and my mom is really controlling. I'm 18, I can't drive [mom wont let me] and will be in college this fall. Earlier tonight my mom promised to bring back food and the only food she brought back was for herself, and there's nothing to eat here but toast. In addition to that, she hates gays and lesbians, and it just so happens that I'm BI. Everytime I'm around them which is always I want to scream. I have a crush on my best friend but I have no clue of her orientation and is constantly talking to this guy who is a cheating, dirty dog and sometimes I think she only does it to make me jealous. I dont know, I'm just confused about everything and I want out of this house.