me anymore!? Help!? I don't know why, but I keep whispering to myself sometimes, just ranting out all these bad and negative things about myself and about others. And I try to stop myself, but it's like I WANT it to continue, even though I know it's wrong. These words come out randomly from my mind, and I have no idea where they pop from. It's exactly like a speech, without the memorization...
I sometimes have these urges to be 'bad' as well. I don't want these thoughts, but I just... I just sometimes feel like I WANT to.
I don't know if I have to tell this to someone. Do others feel like this? What IS this?
Thanks...

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And please... no God talk and 'dude, are you taking drugs' talk, please...