...me anymore!? Help!? I don't know why, but I keep whispering to myself sometimes, just ranting out all these bad and negative things about myself and about others. And I try to stop myself, but it's like I WANT it to continue, even though I know it's wrong. These words come out randomly from my mind, and I have no idea where they pop from. It's exactly like a speech, without the memorization...
I sometimes have these urges to be 'bad' as well. I don't want these thoughts, but I just... I just sometimes feel like I WANT to.
I don't know if I have to tell this to someone. Do others feel like this? What IS this?
Thanks...

I'm not taking drugs, by the way...
And really, please don't give me advice to pray.