Meh, i dont mean to feel sorry for myself and i have no idea why im writing this here but i am.
I feel as thought noone cares, i know my family do..and my girlfriend does. but like. i find it really hard to make friends. even the friends i do have, i've noticed that they barely care.
I've self harmed for the past four years and it started when i was unsure of my sexuality and i was really confused and depressed. and now i seem to do it because i feel noone wants me, im also really behind on mys chool work but pretend to everyone and myself thats its all fine and its magically gonna do itself
idk


Im sorry