happen him? i receive mail from my old friend.some time i like him sometime i don't like him.i am 15 years old girl.for 4 years i have close relationship with him.now i feel that he cheat me.again he find my mail id from friends and he contact me telling old stories. i don't want hurt him. some time he is on my nerve and i thought about abuse. if i complain about him in school or in other way what going to happen him. any how sometime i feel sorry for that.sometime i will become angry and i have some ideas about sabo him to somebody.some time in past i also misbehave with him.how i can get help?