It's only cycle day 18 but I feel like there's no chance of conceiving this month either.
I'm a very young newlywed, and this is only my 7th month TTC, a short time compared to some, I know.. but I've never wanted anything so desperately in my entire life.

I feel so empty and worthless because I can't conceive.
And to think that this month was the first time in all my time conceiving, that I had an AMAZING show of egg white cervical mucus in extreme abundance.. and I babydanced on all the right days..
but I still feel like there's no point in getting my hopes up for any reason,
because the whole idea of pregnancy seems so illusive.
I just feel like it is NEVER, ever going to happen.

There are some days that I just get so depressed because of it all.
I wish more than absolutely anything for a baby to call my own.
I was born to be a mother, and this is the perfect time in my life to conceive. Finanically, emotionally.. everything is in balance..
I'm only 20. This should be easy for me.

and the fact that I apparently can not conceive is really getting to me..

I wish so badly to be able to conceive. I don't know what to do.
Any advice or just.. any input is appreciated.

Baby Dust to all...