ever since i was younger, i dunno about 6 or 7 i been scared of....accidentally slitting my wrists..eeek
(weird child,no?)
this all started when my brother told me that if i ever cut my wrist, by falling down and it bleeding, or on purpose. or some other accident, then I'd die.

Soo i was always freaking out, about when i scratched my wrist, fell down, etc. i was always checking to make sure it wasn't bleeding.
anyway, i eventually did get over this. Not sure when, its been a good 6 years at least. (im 17 now)


i would also always have dreams about things like that happening..that I'd die..or almost die.
Now i don't have nightmares anymore, i have dreams that you'd figure would scare me or bother me at least, but they don't. This is probably just because i'm older now but still.
i get this dream often about my hand getting cut off.

and once, i was just walking. at school, and a saw comes from outta the sky! and cuts my hand off, and i say to my friends "did my hand just get cut off?" and they say yes, i keep walking the other way like it didn't even matter..

Sooooo, does anyone know what these dream(s) mean?
and once in a dream* that didn't happen for real..thank god.xD