Last night I dreamed that I was at a party. I was sitting at a picnic table with a bunch of other people. I don't remember who the other people were, but I do remember that a particular person sat across from me at the table.

This is a person I have always had a crush on and have in very high regard, but in the dream she looked different. Sick almost. She looked anorexic. She had been skinny, but a healthy skinny. In this case I could see her bones well defined.

She seemed to be ignoring me. She talked to everyone around me, but not me directly.

I haven't seen her in person for a year and a half. I haven't heard from her in six months.

This dream made me worry. I don't know what it means.