I am 13 and it seems that every second of every hour I am wishing for the future- wishing that this time of my life could end right NOW! I have actually even cried because of these thoughts before. So now I guess I am just curious... am I the only one? Is there other people out there that want to start a career, get married, have kids..live their lives!..as badly as I do? This kills me.. sometimes I just want to crawl in an empty room and just lay there and wait for time to pass..

counseling? I am 13! I can't do that!