i had a dream lasy night that i was about 20 (im 15 now) and i had a long term boyfriend. In my dream i just finished uni and was training tobecome a teacher, but then i found out i was pregnant. then i was sitting on my living room floor crying and my bf come over and was ,like "whats wrong Ash?" and i told him. then he got really mad and dumped me there and then, and i had to choose between keeping the baby and not finishing training and having an abortion (which i would never ever do)
in the end i had the baby, but when she ("Poppy") was like a year old in the dream she went missing from my back garden"
it was soooo horrible, i know it doesnt sound that bad but it really was and it really upset me because even though it wasnt real when i woke up i was nearly crying and my first thought was "omg wheres Poppy!"
Does it mean anything??? Is this whats actually going to happen to me?
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