I was at a party with 4 girls I didnt know them though..

so we were in our pjs and 2 men walked in and told us they were going to rape us then kill us..we all started screaming and i ran to the kitchen and didnt lock the door..one of the men came in and grabbed a knife. he grabbed my arm and i pushed his fist away from stabbing me..i prayed to god and then i grabbed the knife stabbed his stomach then his head then the other man was running to open the kitchen door and i was about to stab him as soon as he came in then i woke up right as he opened the door what does this mean?