...i had a dream that my "gf" was in hospital...i get the news at home, in a rush i drive illegally to the hospital with no one in the passenger seat (im 16)...i get to the hospital and go her room she dies as i enter (of heart desiese or something)...i start to cry (the whole 9 yards)...then i wake up...but im still dreaming...im in the hospital waiting room when i realize that my "gf" needs me...i get to the bed while shes still alive, she dies in my arms. (i cry, whole 9 yards)...i wake up (still dreaming) in her room (in hospital).....she sais "i love you" and dies...i wake up (for real) feeling that my mind wants to torture me...

ok...here are a few details on why i might have had the dream...weve been going out for 5 months now (only to movies) and i really love her,, but she doesnt know it...in a nut shell this is how i feel about her, but to her we are just movie buddies