well i now know for certain that the past me is not the real me
the view i have of my past is changing coz of the experiences im having right now. No point living there...

do i live for the future, by borrowing joys from the future me,
or live in the present, by experiencing pleasure now?

do i invest my effort for things that will bloom in years to come or give to things that i will experience now?

thanks for answering