music_addict44

Im 18 going on 19 and ive been doing ALOT of thinking about my future and to be honest Im kinda worried about the future. Living on my own sounds scary Ill have to cook for myself ( my cooking is limited), do laundry, pay the bills ( i havent had a job for about a year and a half now), look after my self and worse i hate being alone i hate waking up in the morning and hearing nothing but silence going into a completely empty livingroom (with no one around) and im really attached to my mom she means EVERYTHING to me I talk to her alot once she went on vacation for like a month and 2 weeks in i was really depressed cuz i missed her and all so yeah it'll be a big challenge not living with my mom. I mean dont get me wrong i dont wanna live with her for the rest of my life so how can I get over her ?

I'm also going to college next year which is like a 2 hour drive from where i live. I'll be living on campus & be living on my own ( see above) and the im kind of a shy person it'll be hard making freinds so im kinda stressed about that. and ill miss my family while im at college so i dont know how ill study!

so please give me some advice and tell me how you dealt with living on your own and going to college and stuff like that


Peace.