I am now 20 years old. I have had premonitions since I was young, my mother is the same way. We both have abilities to see paranormal activity's at times that many can not. I have done research over the years and I actually read multiple stories of how paranormal activity went on in someones house, but the mother and daughter were the only two of the household who could see it. Talking with a medium they found out it was not the house and it did not matter where they moved because they just had that ability to see these things. Being able to see paranormal activity is not the main issue I have. My premonitions are. I have premonitions when meeting certain people and I also have main premonitions of my future. I have came to the conclusion over time that the reasons I have premonitions more of my future is because that is my main concentration. However; I can recall a time i was in the state of mind where I could read another ones thoughts. Which I feel I do not get that often because of my less desire to want to have that kind of ability. The issue with my premonitions are sometimes for example the most recent premonition was I woke up and had got ready to start my day I live in the middle of no where so driving to the city is a pretty long drive which my everyday life consists of. When i get premonitions its nothing like a feeling its more of-* a loud voice telling me something. Well when I was about to get in my car I felt his feeling of something bad going to happen so I started to concentrate more on this feeling before leaving and then it came clear with that voice and all i could hear over and over was wreck wreck wreck. So therefore I have to leave, but I fear leaving because I feel I am going to have a wreck so its only a two lane to the city and literally a straight drive all the way there, but its not a very busy road. Every time a car was about to pass me going the opposite direction as I was I would get as close as possible to the emergency lane still fearing I would have a wreck well a little ways down I noticed a bunch of police and there was a horrible wreck up ahead. When noticing this wreck I felt a ease realizing it was not me. So this is when it really gets in the way of my daily life because hearing that voice and having those premonitions are really scary because they will not go away until it happens and I never have them with out them coming true it might not be what I assume, but it always is something dealing with what is going on in my head like that wreck. I do not have the ability to turn them on or off they just come. I want to know besides a medium who can I talk to? Isn't there some kind of test that can compare me to an average thinking person.?
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