Im an 18 year old guy with 5 years of guitar playing experience
I've recently been losing my motivation to practice guitar and I've been playing only 2 hours a day compared to my usual 3-4 hours.
I'm scared of my future that I'll never be a successful musician due to the fact my style of music is not popular with audiences like it use to be, and be some bum or in a stressful job my whole life and never experience a dream.
I play rock, blues, metal
No one wants to be in a band with me and I've been solo for so long that it drives be crazy
I've had too many road blocks and only written a few songs
my depression has gotten worse recently and thinking about suicide due to fear of laughter and failure.

sorry if this sounds like a therapy session
I just want to be happy and play guitar happy again
any advise?



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