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the effort to be friends but they dont? I have no friends. I go to a jr college and it's tough to make friends bec. peole are fromt he area so theydon't really care to make friends. It's commuter what do you expect. II daydream of meeting a girl who is not from the area and is right for me and has a good personality.. so there actually in my position
looking for friends
and I don't have any friends
I was VERY SHY in hs and i got over a good part of it once i got to college but the thing is it's commuter NOT saying it's IMPOSSIBLE to make friends there i'm sure it happens
but really it's not LIKE HS where u have time to build friendships.
it's harder than hs no doubt i CONVERSE , smile and laugh and they do the same but then i get there number i call them and they don't call me
so it shows i dont know why they have to think i want them as a gf bec. i DON'T really care i'm fine with being friends
it could sometimes they just don't like me
i DON'T know what's wrong with me

okay NOT ALL GIRLS i met are like that I have had ag irl ask me out but she wanted to me to do a activity I didn't want to do and i wasn't sure how she would react if i suggested something else it was awkward she asked me out in the gym she was hot