Alright when I was a kid I had a routine for going to bed, I had to brush my teeth, wash my face a certain way, use mouth wash, say good night to my mom a certain way, close my door the right way then get into bed and go to sleep. The thing is if I messed up in this routine I would have to start all over again from the beginning or I could not sleep. This went away after some "training." Recently that kind of stuff is happening again. But this time its different, I still have to close my door a certain way and only I can do it or it will bother me for hours. If my hand gets hit or hurt I have to hurt the other hand for I don't know symmetry or something. Or if I get cut I can't stop touching I don't know why. I think the weirdest one is when I get like a craving to say a word, it can be any word but it has to have a certain sound, like the "c h" sound. It's really annoying, I'm 15, I know this is all in my head I don't really need to do those things. Why am I like this?