I was very close to my father. Ever since my father passes away, everything changed. Now I am mostly indefirent to almost everything. Then this girl came into my life and I suddenly started to feel again. But then things started to become bad. At no fault of hers! But i commited many mistakes. At first when I used to hurt her I used to feel so bad that i used to cry when alone. But now I am unable to cry! Now that our relationship is in really bad condition. A simple thing like tears could help bind us together, showing to her that i too feel i care. But i Just am not able to cry!!!!!!

Its such a bad thing that i am unable to cry! I mean how hard is it. But i just cant no matter what happens.