resently i discovered a kind of saying, "destruction is a form of creation"
just think of all the things you wouldnt want your child to do, or that your parents wouldnt want you to do... and apart from drugs iv proberly done it
i tried to kill myself last year and before that i was a seriouse cutter, i used to get 80%s and 90%s in scool and now im lucky if a getin the 60%s, i went through a stealing stage, and now im drinking, smoking, having oral and penatration sex... im 15 and just dont know what to do, i used to be such an innocent good girl and although it feels good to have the freedom it feels like im sub conciously trying to destroy myself, i wouldnt regonise the person i am now 2 years ago

help