ok so im only 13 and i already hate my life... im very far from normal by traditional male standards... i cry close to every night, when i don't cry for a while, i end up breaking down a few weeks l8r... i'm depressed, stressed, and miserable... how do i stop all of this??? i have a gf, im in sports, im occupied quite often somehow, and when im not, video games r like my chocolate i can't get enough, i often talk about it (plz don't suggest a councilor or anything like that... i have troubles with all of that) i also have a terribly bad procrastination problem, very low self esteem i might add... anyways all the help i can get would be greatly appreciated...