i already have 2 mental health disorders (anorexia and cyclothymia) i was recently diagnosed with cyclothymia and im really, i don't know, enjoying it? i'm enjoying the fact that i'm so unwell so much so that i crave more. so i'm trying to make myself ill even more? does that make sense to anyone and is there a disorder related to that? i just feel happy the more things that are wrong with me...