i was 5'5 and weighted 130 lbs. i just had jaw surgery which made it hard to eat. i now weigh 122 lbs.

i just ate some tomato soup. its the first actual food ive eaten since the surgery which was two days ago. and for some reason i feel like ive eatin a totally fattening meal and im terrified that i will become fat. i want to weigh 117 lbs.

any help on how to become 117 lbs...
and how to eat without feeling like this


or anything