my reputation is ruined
people believed in me but now they think im a liar

my body is deteriorating,
my hair is messy
i feel like my mind is dead
i keep complaining
im letting myself go
im still in highschool
junior
but i feel like i let so many people down
my hair is falling,
my skin is dry,
i dont feel like eating,

i dont feel like sleeping,
i dont feel like doin hw
i dont feel like anything
i feel like my mind is gone

now what?