I am just a bit tired of people giving me disrespectful looks. I guess it may be in my head but it also has to do with how I do not defend myself and am just always hopeful. I would like to know what I should do because I am just tired of seeing life through this angle. I would like to learn to live life more freely and with a better attitude. I wonder sometimes why people swear at me when I do not even frustrate them. I am just tired of thinking that I need to overpower them when I know deep down that true strength is not crushing someone but rather keeping at something when most people expect you to quit. I am tired of being wishful and would just like to know a proper way of defending myself, defending others, socializing with others, learning to befriend certain types of people that are suitable for me based on my personality and self improvement in general in almost a myriad of senses. If anyone can help me I would appreciate it.


Thank you.