I have goals that i'm embarassed to admitt, but once i do it, it may make me feel silly and i might change my mind not to do it. and i'm also uncomfortable of doing something new in a new environment. and i might not make as much as i aim to. i might be bad at it. but maybe only to start. so many uncertainties. what should i do? i kind of want to go after it and i kind of don't.