I have OCD.
I'm really worried that I'm: not smart, will go to hell, won't graduate, will pass only by cheating (hence going to hell because if I graduate and don't tell the truth, but I go to confession, telling the truth won't do anything)
I have cheated before...
like in health.

I think I might be suffering from mild depression.
Oops. what I meant was even if i go to confession, if i don't tell the truth, confession won't mean anything.