I never thought I'd be in this space in my mind as it were, but now that I am not suffering from chronic depression and social phobia, I literally do not know how to function from day to day. I literally don't feel like I can comprehend how to schedule a day for myself of activities. I know this sounds retarded, but when one has spent their ENTIRE life depressed and anxious, and then has worked to a point that they are no longer plagued by those thoughts and feelings all day long, there is an unusual feeling of boredom and a feeling of being lost in life. If anyone else knows what I'm speaking of and has experienced it and worked through it, please share your insights, especially the first "baby steps" as it were. Thank you.