IM 14
okay, so i've always wondered why when certain teachers talk to me i have like an axiety attack, my face turns red, i start sweating, and my heart races. Well, today whne i was goin' through my video memory card i came accross a video of a family vaction 1 or 2 years ago, i was smiling and it was enjoyable, but then I heard my mom screaming at my sister in the background and i started getting a very small anxiety attack.
I thnk theyre connected becuase when my mom used to live with my dad (they divorced 8 months ago) EVERDAY she would scream and cuss at me nd my siblings, she has a very short temper, And i also remembered that when i first got a creep of her voice as i got home from school id feel like I was in trouble although it was usaully just her screaming for a non-worthy reason
So after watching that video i analyzed it and discovered i only get anxiety attacks when mean teachers that scream alot talk to me
My mom+scream+mean=mild anxiety attack
teacher+mean+scream=high axiety attack

teacher+nice=calm talking
did i just have a major BREAK THROUGH!