My Story.


Im 16, soon to be 17. I live in Housing Projects in Southern California. I get nervous when im alone for NO reason. And i get Very Anxious when im around Groups of People. and I Cant Sit Still, I find myslef always Moving even if its in the Smallest Movements. (such as wiggling fingers or blinking alot)


I used to Love Sports, Basketball and Boxing, now i dont Play or Care for them. I feel everybody is better than me, but im Very Competitive. I will know im gonna lose, So I get that as an understanding before playing. i Feel Ugly and Fat (i feel like a teenage girl saying that). Often dont like leaving my room. dont want a Job. Dont go to School. i Often Smoke Marijuana and Listen to Music as the day Goes By. im Smart, but dont apply myself. Alot of my family members have been passing away...including Grandmothers and Best Friends.



am i on the Highway to Depression?
And i Have Grey Hair.