like today.................i don't know why but i just feel like i hate myself today......
sometimes i feel like such a freak of nature. everywhere i go people stare at me like i'm different or something...
i always try to change to make people happy and it makes me feel like i don't know who i am.
i dunno i feel like i'm a such a late bloomer i'm 22 and i feel like i'm going thru things i should have gone thru when i was in high school...
i feel like i'm trying to find out who i am and i have no identity.......
i've never dated because i'm so shy and have low self esteem i just avoid it all together.....

whenever i feel like this i just want to starve myself to get some kind of control in my life.... ugh i don't know how to explain it. plus i have self injured in the past when i get really depressed....
anyways
do you think something is wrong w/ me?