Often, I feel almost no emotion. I am not happy, I am not sad...nothing.

But I go through the motions of life, I smile, I laugh, I talk. But I still don't feel that much.

Don't get me wrong, I do feel very, very happy sometimes or very sad or very mad...but I don't think it's normal to feel nothing.


I also get this feeling that I don't exist, that none of us exist. Almost like I am watching my life play out on a TV screen or something. It just baffles me how we can be alive and breathing and thinking and loving and crying...