Basically for the last few months I have been worrying about myself and if there is something wrong with me.

To start off with, I hate to leave the house except for school. I will reject to go out with friends to movies, dances etc. etc. Rarely will I go out after school.
I have 0% responsibility. The thought of responsibility makes me sick. If I have homework I get stressed, if I have to go somewhere I get stressed, if I have chores I get stressed....you get the picture. Basically I cannot handle responsibility.
I come across as very shy...I don't really like talking to people or making new friends. I hate change.
I am incredibly shy and I don't talk especially
I have extreme ups and downs with my self esteem. One minute I think I am beautiful and the next I think I am the ugliest person to ever live.
Unless I know I can do something very, very well I hate to do it.
I have all the symptoms of OCD.
I have very bad anger issues. Noise of nearly any kind that I don't want causes me to get very angry.


Basically I am p*ssed off with being the way I am...I dunno if it's normal or not, can anyone give me some insight?

Thanx