Two years ago i got pregnant....one year ago i had my baby...i was 115 pounds before i was pregnant now my son is one and i am 163 pounds. I am stressing so much...i haved lost myself in a way i never have...i dont like dressing up cuz nothing fits me...im always crying....i hate being around all my friends cuz they are all so skinny.....i just dont like coming out my house....my own brother tells me i am getting too fat my boyfriend (baby daddy) says he loves me the way i am but i know deep inside he thinks i am fat cuz he met so skinny! i have tried going on a diet and it seems to me like nothing is working....if someone out there can help pplease explain to me whats happening to me? i had my son sesection so i couldnt work out as soon as i had the baby....i had to wait like 6 months......