im pretty sure i have social anxiety disorder and it sucks big time. it started with a really bad and humiliating experience in school, and now i get freaked out when i approach a similar situation. if i start to take meds, which i probably will soon do, will i still get freaked out when im in those situations? i know meds will probably appease it to some degree, but i want to live life completely without having this paranoia/fear. some of u might suggest avoiding the situation, but thats impossible becuase some of these situations involve some of my classes. sigh, i hate having this condition and i just wish someon could tell me that meds will completely keep me cool and calm at all times.

and also, i have an appointment with a psychiatrist today. could it be possible that he prescribe meds for me today by just evaluating me and confirming my condition? i dont wanna suffer any more and wish this were just a thing of the past