and confused .
i've been to the derm 2 times already about acne
and such . and i thought i was breaking out in my
scalp, but turns out, it was actually built up skin and
scabs in two places on my scalp . went today, and
they told me they were gonna do a biopsy on the scab .
doctor told me that it could be four things: lupus, a
condition that causes skin cancer later in life, a bacteria
build-up, or just nothing . i am seriously freaking out .
ive had about 5 panic attacks . i dont want to have lupus .

im waiting for my test results in a few days/weeks . im
really scared . =[[
i just wanna cry . but im trying to hold my composure .
im only 15 and i feel like everything is going downhill =[[[