i have been a member of yahoo since last May2007...... that time i was pregnant for the 2nd time.... but unfortunately i miscarried in the 5th week.... after that... my husband got ill..... he was going through his 2nd cancer- Bone Cancer...... he was terminally ill for 4 months then passed away in November 2007........ he was my dear husband.... my wonderful supporter. and special best friend...... its been 6 months till now since he passed away.... but i still miss him like crazy...... i still feel so much love for him after he passed away........... but God has kept me so strong throughout all that has happened....... but as being a human......... my heart mind and soul are totally shattered to pieces.......