im 15, size B cup
im quite skinny, but not anorexic skinny ..
i dont want to put any fat on because i hate it, i use to be kinda fat/chubby. and i like being quite skinny.

the thing is, my boobs are weird, they're quite far apart, no clevage at all. if i lie down i go flat chested.. and if i sit with my legs up, so my knees are at my face, my tits just point outwards, instead of at my thighs.

i hate this, im really self concience and worry alot, and get kinda depressed about how i look and my body and stuff.

its obvious that pretty much every girl i know has bigger boobs then me and they look normal/nice unlike mine, and some even have clevage.

also my mum said that im taking after my auntie cause she use to have weird shaped boobs like me, when she was around my age.

also never had a bf, but if i did get one i dont really want them to see my boobs :/

i just feel like they wont grow, they've been like this for ages
if i wanted them bigger would i have to put on a bit of weight?

and why dont my tits point straight?


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thanks guys sorry about the long story