I have a serious problem, it started when I masturbated 5 times a day, then 10, then 15, then 20, now I don't even realize I'm doing it. I'm so embarrased I can't even go back to work, when I was sitting at my desk, I didn't even realize I was masturbating until my co-worker Maximus told me. Then another time when I was at my grandfathers I was sitting at the dining room table and eating a sandwich and he started asking me really weird questions and he had a smirk on his face and just shook his head and walked out, I then looked down and noticed my pants were unzipped and my penis was in my hand. And then another time I was driving my car and people started honking their horns, laughing and yelling out strange things like "Pull, Pull, Pull" and "Your choking him!" and I just waved to them and honked back thinking they were just crazy and I looked down and I was masturbating....I don't wanna live anymore, I wanna move far away cuz I am so embarrased! Everybody hates me!