I know I look like a loser everyday; I hardly put a smile in school.
I'm kinda socially awkward, and people probably see me as a weirdo.
I almost have the urge to tell everyone I have depression (except mom and dad, don't want them to worry) so people can at least understand me. But I hate hate hate hate to be an attention whore and beg for sympathy. Sometimes I don't even know if I"m faking depression to explain my failure in life.

I just started a research project in college. I have a girl partner (shy, but I'm shyer probably). Don't feel any chemistry, and the project is off to a bad start compared to the other two groups. I wish my professor and my partner know, but that's creepy considering I don't know them well.


yeah, just started to Prozac yesterday. I'm an idiot, I think I"m cool i'm taking antidepressant so I can be officially depressed. well I am, but i don't know. you can probably tell i sound f up right now.