I have an OWI and I am so depressed I can't take it. This happened two years ago and I just want to die.

What is the best way for me to kill myself?

No one loves me. I am so sad. I was raped 5 years ago and I told my best friend and she laughed and said I wanted it. Everyone at my school called me a whore. I hate my life.

I had a stalker but I didn't turn him in becausehe said no one would believe me since I am a drunk driver. Am I a horrible person?

I hate living I just think about that night and how everyone hates me even more

I just wish I could be 5 again....That is when I remember being ahppy after that it was all sadness and black