Thread: Should I avoid sex my whole life?

I am in high school, and I want to have get a girlfriend, get married, and have sex, eventually, but I will not actually have sex because I think that I would be too embarrassed to. I am so emotionally detached from other people that I would feel so weird being with a girl. Also, I think I would be ashamed if I happened to get a wife and had kids, because then my parents would know that I had sex, and I would feel awkward knowing my parents knew that I had sex. I would rather have my parents think that I will never have sex my whole life than have them think that I will actually have sex.

After I told my parents that I wanted to stay single my whole life, my parents told me that I will be missing out in life if I never get married or have kids, which bugged me.

I am confused as to what I should do because I do want to have kids and to get married, but I think that shame will keep me from getting married and from having kids. I let shame drive my life, without even trying to.

Sex seems so weird to me; the motions and everything. It is not proper enough for me and is too animalistic. Humans should have a more civilized and advanced way to produce than to have sex.

lool so true the parents parttt lol haha =] wow i think like that sometimes too. figure it out wen u get older just dont do it now =]

lool so true the parents parttt lol haha =] wow i think like that sometimes too. figure it out wen u get older just dont do it now =]