lately i have been different. i always feel paranoid like someone is out to get me..and ive even thought about death a few times. ive caught myself in lies that i didn't even realize ive said or done. when i get angry, i don't remember anything at all. im scared of being alone in my house for no reason or any place at all. ive been told im not myself, but i don't notice much of a change. ive also been having some mild mood swings. what should i do? i used to go to counsiling to talk, but it got way to expensive. do you think im only acting different because of mothers day? the thing behind that is my birthday is on mothers day and i have no mother. she left me..do you think it could all be connected?
ive also been to the point if i get to upset or scared i either puke or i can't breathe anymore 4 a bit of time..
and its not really the mothers day thing thats bothering me the most, its more of the other things. so don't say its because of my mother, cause i have been 2 a shrink 4 that
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