There are so many problems...

No one has any faith in me. Everyone thinks ill be a beggar on the street or a prostitute cuz of my habits. I am forgetful, stupid, lazy, depressed, weird and an outcast. Everything I try my best at, everyone thinks its half ass except for me. I tried my best…. And now the school is after me. They think I’m crazy so they have this CYW with me. They won’t allow me to take the courses I want to take next year because they think I will have another episode. I WONT! I keep telling them that but they wont listen. Now I cant get into University and I wasted $130… I just want to cry and beat something up. No one understands me…. I hate them all. What should I do? How do I get rid of my anger since I have to deal with them everyday?