hey everyone
i went to my trainer and my weight was 120lb *154cm*,she told me to drop it to 100lb ,,so i started with atkins ,,my friends were happy and so i was cause i was looking cool at this point
then i kept on restricting my carbs ,,i remember the day that my brother brought cheeseburgers and i ate one ,i directly run to the bathroom and had the worst direah ever ,,i got out of the bathroom sweating and panting and promise myself to never put it in my mouth again in my life*it was a fake promise cause when i want to have direah i eat such thing*
as my weigh was droping ,i felt happy and worry in the same time ,i feel tipsy when i lose some pounds like a winner ,then worry cause i never had such feeling in my life ,i m graduated from college and my weight is dramactic ,today i checked it and it was 37.5kg,and i have the same feeling ,

i feel that i need to lose weight ?its not about how huge i look ,i feel like a winner when my weight drops ,i work out ofcourse still ,eat lil,